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Apparus EP

by Apparus

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making bad decisions as a cure for boredom in isolation disturbing and unwanted thoughts how does deprecation become a pattern a pale reflection in the water rippling inwards, gasping for air we don't have long 'till the canary dies it's bound to happen once for sure and if it coincides with the changing tides high tail it out of town he who laughs alone laughs more with others barring circumstance, i can't help but laugh at myself down in a hole where nothing really matters i guess i'll stay here the seasons over, the seasons over now we don't have long 'till the canary dies it's bound to happen once for sure and if it coincides with the changing tides high tail it out of town
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Shelby 03:20
Shelby, why have you been crying? Did things fall apart again? Shelby, tell me, are you lying? I know it now, but didn't then Shelby I asked you a question And you've yet to meet my eyes Was it really your intention, To say that you know better? 'Cause I don't think that applies Words cannot repay all the debts you've made You just couldn't care, and now I'm aware With a strict interpretation of goodbye, I'm done with you, and done with asking why Shelby, I know you're not perfect But that never bothered me Till I figured out your purpose And of that, I guess we'll see I cannot explain the reasons that I gave With every choice I made I always pushed away The only thing that could have made me see the truth But it was there. I only needed proof
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Back Then 01:15
Empty bottles fill a cluttered room with shuttered windows Nothing moves except the time Lying down and to herself she keeps her head in limbo Imagination in its prime In her youth, she found her truth in constellations Cause back then, that was when she felt alone But by now it seems that she's trapped in someone else's dream Delusion never hit so close to home Empty notebooks fill a cluttered desk with scattered paper Nothing moves except his mind Who would ever guess the matches and the smoky vapor Would be the curse that he designed? In his youth, he found his truth in Good Vibrations Cause back then, his black pen could write for days But by now it seems that he misplaced all his quotes and themes Seclusion never kept them from decay
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By Now 02:40
burning letters leave a faded hint of past transgressions so removed yet so sublime with the ember she remembers all those distant lessons and how her stars would not align in her youth, she found her truth in constellations cause back then, that was when she felt alone but by now it seems that she's trapped in someone else's dream delusion never ever could have hit so close to home deeper sleeping was a hope to not be met but bested nothing proved it was his crime learning whether he'd be better with his heart arrested inspired a pain that wont unwind in his youth, he found his truth in Good Vibrations cause back then, his black pen could write for days but by now it seems that he's misplaced all his quotes and themes seclusion never ever could have kept them from decay empty silence tends to flutter until someone breaks it common ground is hard to find she rewinds to find his complications try her patience another dream she left behind
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I never should have let it end, And it's clear to me that she took off again, But if she wanted to leave, I should have learned and got out of the way "I fooled you twice and shame on me Now I wish I lost that darker part, you see And these last two years feel like they've really only lasted a day." You said goodbye, but it's not easy I had to try, but only made you hate me I want to lie, it's just a passion lately You knew this fool hadn't known that your window had closed When all the dust had settled down And I finally stopped to take a look around I saw that something you said had told me everything I needed to know If I had known it then and there Then I might have saved our future when and where Those mistakes were made although it seems like a forever ago You said goodbye, but it's not easy I had to try, but only made you hate me I want to lie, it's just a passion lately You knew this fool hadn't known that your window had closed
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fortune and sorrow shifting fault lines down below stagnant tomorrow pray for a raging undertow a criminal mindset forged in a lifetime of regret stuck in a stormcloud raining excuses on the ground overcome by the sun the pallbearer's daydream has begun a hundred days in a complex maze down for nothing and no one

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Recorded and mixed by Apparus

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released July 25, 2012

Neal Day - Vocal, Bass
Ben Petty - G'tar, Vocal, Drum
John Ludas - Drum, Vocal, G'tar
Dylan Richardson - K'board

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